King by Dee L J

Author:Dee, L J [Dee, L J]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2013-07-02T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11

“Communication is a two way thing” I smiled as he looked at me nodding, his mouth set firm. “Has anyone ever loved you Charlotte?” he whispered and I swallowed hard. The truth wouldn’t go down well, it never did. He would assume that I’d be so desperate for love that I couldn’t separate it from sex, and I’d fall head over heels after the very first kiss. Every guy had assumed that over the years, when in fact the opposite was true. I realised I would have to be very careful with my answer. “No” I smiled. “Unless you count Katie, she’s probably the closest. I’m pretty hard wired against the whole love thing now, I reckon it’s over rated anyway” I laughed gently, but his face didn’t move. “Have you ever been in love?” “Same answer” I smiled, hoping we could get off this awkward track of questioning.

He looked pained and sad, no doubt thinking of the little girl growing up with no love in her life. It was sad, it had been even sadder to live it. But I had, and I’d come through it, and my life now was exactly what I wanted it to be. I hoped to find love, like most people, but until now it had seemed to evade me like some unobtainable holy grail that I’d never reach. I had never desired anyone as much as Jason and I had never craved anything so hard, and it was certainly possible if he continued to make me feel like this, that I may well fall in love with him. I decided to omit that little detail for now, Christ, I had freaked him out enough with my revelations.“Please don’t pity me Jason, I’m good” I smiled again, his whole body seeming to relax against me finally, and I hoped I’d said the right thing.

He pulled back after what felt like an eternity, removing himself gently and running a soft finger down my face. “Come on, we’ve got a party to go to” he grinned as I looked at him stunned. With all that had happened I had almost forgotten there were lots of people downstairs and I flushed, nodding gently. “What is it?” he grinned deliciously. “I think I’m a bit overwhelmed, I’d forgotten where we were” I laughed as he kissed me deeply, rising from the bed and dressing his beautifully cut body in his equally beautifully cut suit.

It didn’t take me nearly as long on account of having only a dress to put on. I made my way through to the en suite bathroom, horrified to see what a state I looked and gasped loudly. Jesus Christ, that perfect specimen of a man had just made love to me looking like this. My face was streaked with mascara, no doubt from the silent tears of emotional overload that had fallen after the knife play and I was flushed pink across my face, neck and chest, hair matted at the back where I’d been pounded into the mattress.

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